thats you, the reason. (:

Thursday, February 23, 2006

;8:00 AM.x

i'm just wondering if things are getting fine now. compiling myself with work. was kinda busy lately. cos the govt implemented a new scheme 2 days ago.. so many calls and ppl asking about it. oh no.. there's so many things to do at my workplace now can? you wun even hear me complain about me being very bored. haas. i'm gonna buy my canon ixus I zoom next week. hee. i'm gonna watch disney on ice!!!!!!! whee!! i can see my mickey!~! i'm so happy..~!.. on 16th i guess. hee. going to change my handphone soon too. my sis gonna give me money to change. haas.
i'm off tmr. gonna have a real good rest. i miss everyone.. its been a long time since we've all met. hmmm. i think i'll be planning a gathering bahh. if i have the time.
i miss school. seriously. they're the happiest days. so much laughter and joy. even when there's sadness. there're ppl around you comforting you. being with you. you don feel lonely nor sad. cos you know there're ppl that cares about you.
hmmm. do i look old?? why ppl keep asking if i'm 18 or 19 this year? hmm. at least now there're ppl to play with me at the cc. haas. the ppl from IRAS.. they're damn funny. they're gonna be here for about a month or so. haas. great! i've got company.. whee!! after these few days.. i realise. i have a very pretty boss. but sadly she's not a understanding one thou.

i dunno.. suddenly i feel that my life is in a great mess. seeing juliet.. i've known her for so long. overnight.. everything's gone. we're strangers. no more friendship in us. i hate it. seriously i hate it. friendships.. i hate this kinda thing. i dont quarrel. i tried my best to accept each other flaws. but yet. why does things still turn out liketat? broken friendship... it takes so much to keep the friendship there for a long long time. it takes 2 hands to clap. with only one effort. the ending will only be unsuccessful. i cherish every friendship. i cherish everyone of you. come back to me. i pray and hope. my friendships will come back and become the best of my life. )):

lovedd.<3

Monday, February 20, 2006

;9:00 AM.x

long time never blog le. time for me to come in and clear the spiderwebs.. hmmm. things changed alot lately. conflicts and breakups. hmmm. i broke up with her le. she dont wish to have status. hope things will get better instead of the worst? hmmm. my time is just twirling around work and home? i dont have alot of time to be outside with my friends. i guess i've changed. everyone around me has changed. hmmm. dunno lahh. cannot comment when i myself have already changed right? friends which i usually hang around with after school.. have now become so distant. so scary.. am i losing my friends? i guess i have. i've neglected all of them. i'm sorry. guess in the first place i shouldnt have neglected them bahh. i feel like i'm alone. living in a world without friends. i wanna go back to school. i'm tired of working. haizz. dont you all feel that we humans can never be satisfied with anything? when we're studying.. we wanna go work badly.. now working.. we wanna go back to our school life... how contradicting. hmmm. if i have the time i wanna plan outing or a gathering with our school friends. i miss them terribly.. contact me to meet me up.. i'll find time to meet. (((: hmmm.

lovedd.<3

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